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How could you do this to me? Forever happy to Forever sad. Why? My sadness progresses every time I look upon your picture. My insides deteriorate every time I cut myself. Everytime I cut myself, You fade away just a little bit. Everytime I look upon your picture, My eyes fill up with empty tears. But with the tears Comes blood. With the blood Comes emptyness, a void. The void. It cannot be filled. Because of you. Because of you. How could you do this to me?  

I can't stand not having control. I feel so alone. I can't seem to breathe. I can't seem to see. I am in the dark with the loneliness of my heart. I can't stand not having control. So cold. So dark. So alone. No one to help me. No one to talk to me. No one to be there for me. No one. I can't stand not having control.